2 Days Ago...

"Enoch walked with God" Genesis 5:24

Estelle's "American Boy" suddenly burst and broke the silence. Dang, it's not a pleasant sound. It's 6. Felt like I've only slept for 15mins though I slept for 5 hours. And suddenly, the radio announced that HELP's KPD offices was burnt down and student no longer have to go coll. Oh yes, I went back to sleep immediately..

Estelle's "American Boy" suddenly burst and broke the silence. Dang, it's not a pleasant sound. It's 6. Felt like I've only slept for 15mins though I slept for 5 hours. Argh.. This time for real I'm awake. It was a dream. Reluctantly I forced myself up and put on the contact lenses, my motor coordination is so bad that I placed the contacts on my nose and dropped on the floor. Had to sniff around like a puppy for it.. Wish HELP was really burnt.

"Honk, Hooonk".. The sound of Malaysian drivers. Kancil tailed me close enough to for me to do an emergency brake and come come insurance money. I drove 60km/hour, IN SLOW LANE but being Malaysian, lanes don't mean a thing. Just lines drawn on floor to assist you to take off like a Boeing 747, though your driving a Kancil. MALAYSIA BOLEH. I paid RM1.60 for the highway. I'm sustaining my speed, and is my right to do so.

Meeting with one of the office staff didn't turn out the way I like it. Its frustrating. Very frustrating. "Ding!" the lift door opened, but a sea of monkeys who did not even queue just shoved everyone that had queued and into the lift they go, with a smirk!

RELAX Daryl.

Walked 7 floors down. Wished I have 2 heart, one to be used when the other is struggling for O2. Looked for my friends, my appetite for lunch dissapeared after the meeting. Walked down but couldn't find my friends. GRR...

RELAX Daryl.

Located friends in library, the day was as hot as Jessica Alba. I suspect that parts of my body melted while I walked under the sun. RECALL: "Tiredness + Frustration + Heat + Melted Brain =____" *Hint*The answer is always NEGATIVE*

Thank God for ever smiley Susu and crazy Jennifer. Brought some smile back to the ugly face of mine. But at the corner of my eyes, I see something uglier. Not the 666 beast, its something far worst. You see over the years, HELP library is very well known, NOT for the books, NOR computer services, BUT that of the librarians.

When the time is right, these librarians will roam around like hungry wolves, hunting for preys. They sniff around so close to you then they'll growl, till you shut up and stop talking to your friends. But MALAYSIA BOLEH, we keep on talking anyways. Then they launch their 2nd assault. This time they have GPS and facial recognition of people who make most noice. As usual, sniff sniff look look. GROWL. Yes, we shut up. But MALAYSIA BOLEH, instead of keep on talking we imitate what we see in Parliament Today, WE POINT FINGERS. Why that chic over there can talk while we can't?? Why that dude over there can laugh but only us get scolding?

Yes, their GPS and facial recognition certainly failed and reflect their age very much. But it happens. What to do? Librarians do not like to be question, this time the launch their final attack. The commander of the wolves, would take charge. He'll give you That kind of stare that Elton John would give his husband to scare the preys of. Certainly I'm scared most of that.

RELAX Daryl.

Yes, the more he stares the more I wanna got frustrated. The students who can't stand that sexy stare of his all left. In my heart I really wanna curse him. If there's a way I'll really wanna get rid of him. Again, thank God for Smiley Susu that brought smiles back to me with her blurness. And I forced myself to pray and ask God to forgive me. Anger is = to kill according to Jesus.

Daryl RELAXED

Enough of the story telling, I hope you enjoyed it. Haha, gues what I've leant from this simple day? Yes it was really a frustrating day. But just as the verse above suggest, just walk with God.

I learnt that a true test of your walk with God and test of character is NOT what we DO IN EXCEPTIONAL MOMENTS of life, BUT THAT OF ORDINARY TIME!! It is time when there's nothing to be excited about, your character and attitude reveals. This too reveal my worth. Yes I've seen healing, ghost, dead rose but it counts for nothing if I stumble at these small small uneventful events!! It was such a difficult day to practise what I preach and Su'Rynn and Jennifer can testify how terrible I was in the library.

I humbly confess that I'm weak and there's so much more to be changed. The blog above is an evidence of how unworthy of me, to moan and groan when times are ordinary but tough. Still God accepts me is teaching me. Thats the beauty of Father God. I have problems too, and you probably can relate the above event to yourself too (or probably worse). But don't loose sight in the big picture. God.

Ps:Forgive me for the many words cramp together. I dont know why I cant space it!